Running, running, as fast as you can...do you think you'll make it?

So basically everything is still a mess. It's cool. I've come to terms with everything being a mess.
Never this many things all at once, but hey, I made it through last year and I can kick this year's ass. (Read: I will kick this year's ass).

So the plan's gone a bit askew, but upon deeper thinking I think it's best that it went askew now as opposed to later. I can't go back to my old ways. Numbing everything is fine until you run out of things to freeze yourself with. Or money with which to freeze yourself with.

So, to everyone I've potentially hurt by my backing out, and every opportunity I've missed by my backing out - I humbly apologize.

Will be going to the police station on Tuesday, getting a crim-rec-check, and faxing it directly to County HR, resubmit the resume and all that jazz to the Bobier... effectively, I'm calling this mission Dutton 3.0.


Wish me luck.